Need help with losing wieght?

so i lost 20 lbs in 2 month but then i just gained 10 lbs in 10 days cause i couldnt stop eating i just kept eating, i gain weight really fast though and i lose it pretty fast too only reason it took me to lose 20 lbs in 2 month is cause i kept losing and gaining it was hard cause i would have the inspiration to lose it but than i would lose my inspiration and eat a bunch, so please dont tell me thats not healthy to lose so much that fast cause i dont care since it doesnt work for me to lose 5 lbs a month thats too long lol and stupid so is there any tricks to keep my self inspired for weight loss or maybe some things i can do to help me prevent wanting to eat so much like maybe smoking i heard that helps or i actuallly ate so much one day but got wasted off vodka and actually lost a pound so maybe i should get wasted and smoke cigs all the time and i would lose a lot of weight lol ight welll please help me out okay i am 16 years old 6 feet and 160 lbs please do not comment if you got stupid things to say thank you