Should I pay to lose my virginity?

Im 17 and I live in the UK so Im of the legal age. I know payng for sex when most guys can get it freeis pathetic,but i am pathetic. I dont have morals, im not a virgin because im waiting im a virgin because i cant get any. ive tried to get a girlfriend but it seems wrong to just date a girl for sex. i cant get a one ight stand, ive tried my best but it never happens. a prosttiute would be more experienced than most of the girls in my college anyway. i wouldnt tell anyone btw. thingis, nice guys finish last. but a hooker doesntcare if im too nice, a hooker doesnt care that im ugly, nor will she ever reject me. sure she ats me for my money, but most of the guys with girlfriends-the girls want them for eitheir their good looks or popularity or personality, how is what im doing any different? sure i wish there a anoter way but i dont want to wait. why wait 10 + years for someone special who might not even exist for me, when i could spend my younger years having sex until i meet her? i wish there ws another way for me to get laid, but the isnt. hookers were invented for guys like me